I finnaly went to see my cde not that I wanted to .I had to for work all because one day I was 380 and I blew up at the manager. I got the full picture that I havent been on the right track. I tested maybe the minuim of 4 times and I never logged and just bolused if i remembered too, so that has changed. I been testing maybe 7 times and using the ultralink to bolus right then and there and logging more. I been happy with the results although i have had lows down in the 40's and Highs up to 271 . I more happy I am not seeing any 300's or higher like I have. I mentioned I felt like a failure and my cde said your normal, for someone living with diabetes ittakes alot to handle. Also Not to mention I actually FEEL BETTER. Lets hope i stay on the right track for a long while.
Getting blood work thats a new thing i have to start doing .guess I havent had that done since 2006, oops